Before the Diagnosis!

So vivid now as it was on that day. It all started when I became so tired and short of breath around October I said to a friend that I was forgetting little things and I was just getting tired no exhausted couldn't function as well but not to the point of seeking out medical care. This went on and when Thanksgiving came around I was so exhausted I couldn't sleep enough or breath right it was weird but if I became still and become in tune with my spirit I could actually had a metallic taste in my mouth at times. Now I have always been very strong willed and now when I think about it Thank God for that because int he end it got me through for a time. OK let me say things are worse and its December and I can't get up off the couch and couldn't rest or sleep and in my spirit arose these thoughts "what could knock me off my feet and make me so short of breath that now if I just moved around I got short of breath and physically weak no very weak. So at this point I knew and thought before I ever went to the doctor that I had cancer. I said to Ricky that if he made me go to the doctor before Christmas I would not be home for Christmas and that I just knew in my spirit that I must have cancer it is the only thing that could make me this weak.